Love me for who I am

In 2014 I made myself a tattoo which still is my most favourite one. I made it because of all the people I met, who would have liked to change me. They did not like me as I am and as I always try to please everybody, I started to dislike me as I was. […]

Be honest to yourself and Always ask yourself 3 questions.  

I used to love people. I used to be tolerant to all their problems and to all their belongings. I was loved by everyone. I talked to everyone. Now I am sick of them. I am so fucking sick of them that it sometimes hurts. I don’t want to talk to anybody anymore. What did […]

I am sitting at the airport and I am watching two of the employees helping a handicapped man. He is not able to change his wheelchair to another seat himself. I think nearly everybody thinks the same watching this: “I am glad that I am able to walk and I am glad not to need […]

The formula is always easy. You only have to find one that fits to your bleongings and then you start buying the ingredients. Sometimes you have to go to several stores before you get everything you want. Not every store has Weinstein baking powder, and many people do not even know what the hell it […]

Anbei ein Beitrag aus der Backnanger Kreiszeitung über Tablets an Schulen unter Mitwirkung von (meiner Schwester) Carmen Kubik, Mathematiklehrerin. Translation: This is a newspaper article about tablets at school with the collaboration of (my sister) Carmen Kubik, teacher for mathematics. Google statt Brockhaus, Mathe-App statt Formelsammlung – Eduard-Breuninger-Schule schickt Tablet-Klasse an den Start. Der Lehrer schreibt an die […]

Anbei ein Beitrag aus der Stuttgarter Zeitung über Tablets an Schulen unter Mitwirkung von (meiner Schwester) Carmen Kubik, Mathematiklehrerin. Translation: This is a newspaper article about tablets at school with the collaboration of (my sister) Carmen Kubik, teacher for mathematics. Die Eduard-Breuninger-Schule in Backnang nimmt an einem Modellprojekt teil, bei dem der durchgehende Einsatz der mobilen […]

My Mom the do-gooder! I wanted to check my emails today. I took my laptop and saw that my mom was still logged in with her account. I often do a lot of stuff for her, cause she isn’t very fit with all the computer stuff.She could be, because she’s very intelligent, but she doesn’t want […]

Why do women without a man do usually have a cat?  Is it because they are really similar? Both playful, sometimes lazy and never to understand?  They both stay where they feel comfortable without any need to do much for it.  But there’s one difference left: Cats are always honest meanwhile you are able to […]

I am still alone. I came home from sports and my body was covered in sweat. I wanted to take a shower, so I went to the bathroom and watched myself in the mirror. I already passed the age of 30 but I have to say that by watching my reflection I have to be […]

It’s eating me up every single night. It’s eating me up. I am so alone.  My favourite favourite drug would be to wake up with him every single day… and I am sure that I would honour this every single day… without taking it for granted.  It’s eating me up. Is it possible that two […]