So fresh and young, motivated, fun-loving. Life is a playground and all swings are free. There’s nothing that can slow me down, there’s nobody standing in my way. Everything is exciting, everything is so new and undiscovered. This inner fire, which heats my mind. I do not know where the source comes from, but life […]

“My stomach’s full of butterflies!” lamented Dora Diller. Her mother sighed. “That’s no surprise, you ate a caterpillar!”

There it is again, this cloud that only lets me see rain. She breaks in on me and I can not help it. Suddenly I’m standing in the rain and getting wet. I hold my sweater over me to protect myself from the big raindrops, but there are just too many. I pull

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Flims

http://mb.ntd.tv/inspiring/pets/this-kitten-was-deemed-too-ugly-for-adoption-until-someone-saw-him-differently.html One more prove that real beauty comes from the inside and that our society nowadays really sucks!

Is it a no, or is it a yes? Am I only one in a row, or is it paid with success? What was their impression, is their sympathy mine? Was it good expression or do they decline? I showed up motivation, my power and skills, I proved my dedication, not only to pay up […]

a pic with a message

Is it still a good deed, if you just do it because you want to talk about it? The board of management of our company have once again doused with oil. There is no get-together at Christmas this year as every year, no, this year there is a get-together to talk about our good deed. They baked […]

As I have missed you, I had long forgotten how great you are. I look at you and know that you are worth every sin. At this moment I do not care what it makes me. I do not think about the consequences. It will definitely have some! I do not care. My lips slowly […]

I take seriously what I think thinking. The time I need is never wasted. Being a friend for yourself and treating yourself attentively and regardfully: An absurd thought? No, not at all. The more you love your own decisions, the less you need others to love them. You should really like yourself, because it does not […]

Only once would I like to do what I like to do. What would it be like to wake up in the morning, having joy to go to work today? What would it feel like, not to waste important time and a lot of nerves? We talk about green IT, conserve resources and climate change. […]

I think that I shall never see A graph more lovely than a tree. A tree whose crucial property Is loop-free connectivity. A tree that must be sure to span So packets can reach every LAN. First, the root must be selected. By ID, it is elected. Least-cost paths from root are traced. In the […]

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size But when I start to tell them, They think I’m telling lies. I say, It’s in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I’m […]

nature

Maybe your next vacation is already ticked through, while you do not know exactly what you want to do next year. Not to mention the next ten years. Of course, this difference in attention is due to the shortness of the holiday and the length of life. But that is only seemingly endless, and you should […]

little talks

Sind so kleine Hände winzge Finger dran. Darf man nie drauf schlagen die zerbrechen dann. Sind so kleine Füße mit so kleinen Zehn. Darf man nie drauf treten könn sie sonst nicht gehn. Sind so kleine Ohren scharf, und ihr erlaubt. Darf man nie zerbrüllen werden davon taub. Sind so kleine Münder sprechen alles aus. […]

  I think that I’ll keep loving you, way past sixty-five We made a language for us two, we don’t need to describe Everytime time you call on me, I drop what I do You are my best friend and we’ve got some shit to shoot [Refrain 2] Yo, you wanna meet me at the […]

Ob•so•let
kick me

My phone always shows me a list of interesting articles in the morning, which might be interesting for me. In the train to work I read these mostly. This morning I wished I had not done it, but maybe it’s another kick in the butt I need so badly. There was an article on how a human tormented […]

Did not one teach you that I love you, even if you are not always the best? I do not love you for a sportive performance and I do not love you for the award. I do not love you for a good job or money! I love your face when you enjoy it, and […]

No other one is responsible for your sense of happiness, and you aren’t able to hold another one accountable for your misfortune. Be aware that they can find happiness only for themselves. You can find happiness only for yourself! Take your life into your own hands and program your thoughts, your mind, to happiness. Self-realization is not a dirty […]

Luckily I have nothing to do with cannibals, but that’s not the point. Knife and fork are here symbolically for attendance and the lowest level of mental activity, cannibalism the working morale. The question is of course a rhetorical one, and the answer is NO! If someone superficially respects the rules, that does not make a bad acting […]

I saw the part of you That only when you’re older you will see too You will see too I held the better cards But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through It’s got a bleed through You held the balance of the time That only blindly I could read you But I […]

Someone stole my words (Link to original text) and translated them ‘en francais’ without asking of my permission: Je deviens fou I try to take it as a compliment of having made a good post, although this is no good manner.

She wore that trademark skirt that showed off her legs, so ridiculously short but somehow was the best, at showing off her figure and making peoples heads turn, his blood was boiling hot enough to burn, he whispered in her ear how hot she looked, she smiled at him and said ‚I like this look […]

This is not my world I live in. I feel like I do not belong here. The days are blurred in front of my eyes and I only work.  Every day the same cloudy soup. I get up in the morning and have no desire for the day. All the ass-creepers, bootlickers and Yes-Sayers are […]

running

  In my eyes indisposed In disguises no one knowsHides the faceLies the snakeAnd the sun in my disgraceBoiling heatSummer stench‘Neath the black, the sky looks deadCall my nameThrough the creamAnd I’ll hear you scream againBlack hole sunWon’t you comeAnd wash away the rain?Black hole sunWon’t you comeWon’t you comeWon’t you come? StutteringCold and dampSteal […]

  Null Uhr dreißig, und ich liege noch wach. Die Nacht schleicht sich heran, aber bringt keinen Schlaf. Meine Blicke folgen den Schatten an der Wand. Ich lausche Stimmen, die sind mir nur allzu bekannt. Da sind sie wieder, schleichen die Gänge entlang, stoßen mir jede Nacht die Tassen aus meinem Schrank. Manche flüstern, manche […]

Today, I have accompanied someone to the doctor. For me, she is one of my closest beloved. She is always there for me and I see her every single day, except of a few ones a year. I saw a big needle. I saw it and I observed the one who was going to get […]

Cats are strange companions, we never quite know where we stand with them. They are purring creatures and condescending overlords. They do switch their mood within seconds: In a moment they let themselves be caressed with pleasure and show us their vulnerable side, in the other moment, they turn around and bite mercilessly. Without any warning. […]

Croatia - Zadar

If I buy myself some clothes or other material things, my pleasure is not for very long time. You buy it, you wear it, you take it for granted. But if you invest your money in travelling, you live on this for longtime. Memories arise and you gain pictures in your head from moments nobody could give you […]

It is what it is

Erich Fried

Es ist Unsinn, sagt die Vernunft.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist Unglück, sagt die Berechnung.
Es ist nichts als Schmerz, sagt die Angst.
Es ist aussichtslos, sagt die Einsicht.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist lächerlich, sagt der Stolz.
Es ist leichtsinnig, sagt die Vorsicht.
Es ist unmöglich, sagt die Erfahrung.

Es ist, was es ist  –  sagt die Liebe.

 

 

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ICH

Bin ich noch ich? Ich ist Ich weil Ich ist wie Ich eben ist. Aber ist Ich noch Ich, wenn Ich wie Du sein versucht? Warum meint Ich dass Ich wie Du sein muss und mag Du Ich noch, wenn Ich nicht mehr Ich ist, oder mag Du sich selbst lieber als Ich? Wie weit geht Ich um ihr […]

arms

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start You put your arms around me And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go You put your arms around me and I’m home How […]

Be honest to yourself and Always ask yourself 3 questions.  

I used to love people. I used to be tolerant to all their problems and to all their belongings. I was loved by everyone. I talked to everyone. Now I am sick of them. I am so fucking sick of them that it sometimes hurts. I don’t want to talk to anybody anymore. What did […]

Cat

Why do women without a man do usually have a cat?  Is it because they are really similar? Both playful, sometimes lazy and never to understand?  They both stay where they feel comfortable without any need to do much for it.  But there’s one difference left: Cats are always honest meanwhile you are able to […]

There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills…Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust.This is a place where I don’t feel aloneThis is a place where I feel at home…Cause, I built a homefor youfor meUntil it disappearedfrom mefrom youAnd now, it’s time to leave and turn […]

This morning I did my sports workout in a fitness center in the hotel. I had a beautiful view through the big window down to the big city below me and so I was looking forward to walk on the treadmill. I started running… and I started thinking like I normally do jogging in the […]

The one I love Told me That he needs me. Therefore I take care of myself See my way and Fear of every raindrop That he could slay me. © Berthold Brecht Der, den ich liebe … Der, den ich liebe Hat mir gesagt Daß er mich braucht. Darum Gebe ich auf mich acht Sehe […]

I would like to sit at the beach and see the world through the eyes of a man. What do they see when they look around? I can tell it to you from my point of view. I mostly do not watch out for beautiful men, although I am a really heterosexual woman. My eyes […]

I am lying in the little coye of the night train from Bangkok to Surat Thani. This is my third night without sleep. I am lying awake and my eyes don’t want to do me the favor to close themselves. Since today I did not know why I couldn’t sleep at all, but perhaps I […]

You don’t have to be beautiful To turn me on I just need your body, baby From dusk till dawn   You don’t need experience To turn me out You just leave it all up to me I’m gonna show you what it’s all about   You don’t have to be rich to be my […]

George

This weekend I visited a castle and there was a falconer. I was deeply impressed by the birds which I saw there. There have been huge eagles and also little tiny owls. I fell in love with George, the smallest one of all. I looked at his little wings and these mini eyes. He was so […]

If someone would ask me what I wanted to have for birthday present, my answer would be simple. I don’t need expensive presents, I don’t need material things. I don’t want to have flowers or a special cake. I would reply: I just want my beloved to spend TIME with me. Seems simple but the more […]

How are you? This is one of the most frequently asked questions. We hear it almost every day. Yesterday morning, I was on my way to work and when I got into the elevator, I met a collegue of mine. She smiled at me and asked: How are you? What I thought: I’m not fine, […]

When you invest in love, it is like investing in equities or derivatives: you never have a guarantee on return. Not even on repayment. There’s no one who could underwrite you to get your money back. So why are you afraid of being deceived? The worst thing that could happen to you is to be […]

She had blue skin And so did he. he kept it hid and so did she. They searched for blue their whole life through, then passed right by – and never knew.

miss.beenee

We try to separate our feelings like waste. We try to split off the bad and concentrate on the good. Are you successful with that? Does it make your life better? Is it even possible to treat feelings like trash? I don’t think so! I think we are all a sum of feelings which should […]

Read this book, I definitely love it!!

Some of my best friends know me very well. For them it’s predictable how I am going to act in some situations. For my mother even my mood is predictable by just looking into my face. These are the people I love and spend time with. They know me for many years or even all […]

Do I want that? Do I want that? Do I want that?

People only hear what they want to hear, no matter what you say. There are always people who adhere to their opinion, even if they can’t constitute it. And sometimes we even know that this fact is a lie, but we want to believe so bad… …that we do! It is fascinating how our mind is […]

My beloved friend Conny used to say: They are all grey and wrinkled when they get old. I totally agree with her. The optical appearance attracts us for the first view, for the first hours or for the first weeks. But in the end, this is not the thing we grow old with. For me, […]

Who am I? I am here in this moment thinking about myself. I am a human being and I am thinking out of a body that belongs to me. Isn’t it strange that these two things seem to be separated parts of me while asking me this question?

It is not our nature to sit on the couch and watch TV. We are meant to do something. Don’t you have so many ideas what to do in your life, take an adventure or travel the world? Maybe both? Not everyone is a traveller, not everyone likes action. But you should always remember that your heart […]

One day, I will no longer exist. Don’t know how many years or months or days are left to live, but I often ask myself: the day I will not exist anymore, will the world ever change a bit? Is there anything that will be different than it is now? What did I do in […]

I often go to sleep at night being reflexive. I’m often concerned about many things. My thoughts begin to spin in circles and I begin to be worried about my day. I am afraid of what will be or if my plans will work. But my biggest fear is always to please everybody. For me it […]

Being skeptical will prevent you from unfolding your creativity. If you hesitate too long, you will always find something you do not like. Do not do that! Do not doubt and give your imagination space. Talent can not be learned or trained. Not everyone is creative. But I’m sure the ones who are: They just […]

There comes a time in life, you have the sad feeling that there’s nobody left who cares. Otherwise you have broke or you lose your job or someone died. Not the moments we want to witness. Not the moments that make us happy. Think about it. Think about it twice. These are the moments you […]