This morning I did my sports workout in a fitness center in the hotel. I had a beautiful view through the big window down to the big city below me and so I was looking forward to walk on the treadmill. I started running… and I started thinking like I normally do jogging in the […]

What is better in life? Thinking or doing?  I suggest there are two types of people: The ones who are thinking and evaluating. They first list all the disadvantages and hazards, then they take account of doing it. But because of all the negative arguments, they will never do it. The rationality is in their […]

Have you ever known somebody who is criticizing you the whole day through? And you have absolutely nobody around from whom you could get a second opinion? I never thought I would be so difficult, and everyone I know tells me to be the easiest person around. I am not selfish, I am open minded […]

The one I love Told me That he needs me. Therefore I take care of myself See my way and Fear of every raindrop That he could slay me. © Berthold Brecht Der, den ich liebe … Der, den ich liebe Hat mir gesagt Daß er mich braucht. Darum Gebe ich auf mich acht Sehe […]

I would like to sit at the beach and see the world through the eyes of a man. What do they see when they look around? I can tell it to you from my point of view. I mostly do not watch out for beautiful men, although I am a really heterosexual woman. My eyes […]

I am lying in the little coye of the night train from Bangkok to Surat Thani. This is my third night without sleep. I am lying awake and my eyes don’t want to do me the favor to close themselves. Since today I did not know why I couldn’t sleep at all, but perhaps I […]

I was only fourteen when I met this guy. At first he did not interest me much although I saw him nearly every week. It took me two years to find out that this guy has a heart made of kindness, goodness and selfless. I don’t know if he was really interested in me, I […]

I can’t sleep this night. Normally it is absolutely no problem for me, but there are rare nights like this one today, then it seems not possible to close my eyes. It is funny, but when I cannot sleep, the weirdest thoughts are going through my mind.  I am lying here in the big bed […]

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You don’t have to be beautiful To turn me on I just need your body, baby From dusk till dawn   You don’t need experience To turn me out You just leave it all up to me I’m gonna show you what it’s all about   You don’t have to be rich to be my […]