A long time ago there was a beautiful little island. All feelings, characteristics and qualities of the people lived together harmoniously: The humor and the good mood, the pride and the wealth, the sadness and the loneliness, the happiness and the intuition, the knowledge and all the many other feelings, characteristics and qualities that make […]

Wenn du morgens vor der Arbeit immer deine Zeitung liestWarum liest du dann nicht laut, weil du hörst doch nix?Wenn ich mit meinen Fingern als Pistole nur so tueAls ob ich auf jemanden schieße, warum stört es dich?Sag mal, schlafen Kühe im Stehen?Wenn man den Himmel dreht, ist man dann über dem Regen?Warum fällt der Mond nicht zu uns […]


We drink the poison our minds pour for us and wonder why we feel so sick.



The only drama that I enjoy is in my lashes.


I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love someboedy. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t […]


You could die at any moment. Always fuck on the first date.



Masturbation never breaks your heart.



The problem with falling in love is that everything else in life becomes boring by comparison.


And I want to hold on to it, push it to myself, and just don’t let go! Hold it tight! It feels good, it smells good, it tastes good! It fits exactly in this gap, which I can not stuff! The hole is just filled and covered with a plaster. Slightly the dried blood shimmers […]

  Wir sind uns jedes Mal ein bisschen fremd Als ob man sich noch gar nicht richtig kennt Ich bin in deiner Stadt Tourist Der nie wirklich zuhause ist Doch alles irgendwie besser als getrennt Die Wochen zwischendurch sind viel zu lang Am Telefon, das macht uns nur noch krank Ich kenne dein’n Alltag nicht […]

On your life’s paths, you should live for life. Everything you do not have, is what you think you’ll miss. And if you do not get something, you believe that you love it. What conquers you is what you think will do you good. And for everything that holds you, you do not just pay […]


The brain is one of the most important organs. It works 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. From the beginning of life to the moment you fall in love.


Hands willing to touch, the mind wants to believe. Dreams in head, stop that brain. It’s kind of strange, almost stranger. Time is drifting away, appointments I do not meet. Tick tock, tick tock, crazy noise. It’s kind of strange, almost stranger. Feeling so near, being so far. All the same, but this different. It’s […]

It’s a bit strange. Every single week, I buy a ticket for the lottery. So that I can buy all the beautiful things in the world. Yesterday, my friend asked me what kind of present I would like to have for my go-away party (because of the new job). I was thinking about it since then. […]

Because you are not just looking at me, but inside me ❤️

I am sitting in my bed with my cat and while she is cleaning herself, I am looking around on instagram. I do not follow anyone but the one’s I know also in real life. Normally, I do not want to spend so much time on the smartphone, and that’s why I am glad not to see so many new pics there. Most of the persons I do follow never do post anything at anytime. They are only nosy and want to see what’s going on.

But today I am not this tired, so I am looking around to see what other people are doing right now. Or even what they did today.

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Und ich helf dir schwimmen, wenn deine kleinen Arme und Beine schwer wie Blei sind, helf ich dir schwimmen. Ich helf dir schwimmen, wenn der Schlamm und Schlick so dick wird, dass du denkst du wirst verrückt, helf ich dir schwimmen. Helf dir schwimmen. Und egal wie lang, wie qualvoll, fern ob nah, bin immer […]

Mama was not feeling well for the whole day, but no one could have guessed that she would collapse. Fortunately, M. was at odds with A., and was at home. Something’s wrong with her digestion and circulation.



Mom did only feel sick for yesterday. Today she hung up the laundry again and made a yeast cake. We all take care that she does not strain herself. Because we all want her to be fine.

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Siargao Philippinen

Little moments make an hour, little thoughts a book, little seeds a tree or flower, water drops a brook, little deeds of faith and love link the earth to heaven above.

My life is likened to a bargain store. And I may have just what you’re looking for. If you don’t mind the fact that all the merchandise is used, with a little mending, it could be as good as new. Why you take for instance this old broken heart, if you will just replace the […]

Other ways

You want to go, I prefer to jump, when you talk, I want to sing, You hit roots, I have to fly, we hushed the silence around us. Where has the love gone? I feel young and you are old, so we fall over, we are missing the support. We have to move on, I’m for it, you are against it. […]

Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush, I am the swift uplifting […]

Flims

  Null Uhr dreißig, und ich liege noch wach. Die Nacht schleicht sich heran, aber bringt keinen Schlaf. Meine Blicke folgen den Schatten an der Wand. Ich lausche Stimmen, die sind mir nur allzu bekannt. Da sind sie wieder, schleichen die Gänge entlang, stoßen mir jede Nacht die Tassen aus meinem Schrank. Manche flüstern, manche […]

Cats are strange companions, we never quite know where we stand with them. They are purring creatures and condescending overlords. They do switch their mood within seconds: In a moment they let themselves be caressed with pleasure and show us their vulnerable side, in the other moment, they turn around and bite mercilessly. Without any warning. […]

It is what it is

Erich Fried

Es ist Unsinn, sagt die Vernunft.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist Unglück, sagt die Berechnung.
Es ist nichts als Schmerz, sagt die Angst.
Es ist aussichtslos, sagt die Einsicht.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist lächerlich, sagt der Stolz.
Es ist leichtsinnig, sagt die Vorsicht.
Es ist unmöglich, sagt die Erfahrung.

Es ist, was es ist  –  sagt die Liebe.

 

 

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ICH

Bin ich noch ich? Ich ist Ich weil Ich ist wie Ich eben ist. Aber ist Ich noch Ich, wenn Ich wie Du sein versucht? Warum meint Ich dass Ich wie Du sein muss und mag Du Ich noch, wenn Ich nicht mehr Ich ist, oder mag Du sich selbst lieber als Ich? Wie weit geht Ich um ihr […]

arms

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start You put your arms around me And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go You put your arms around me and I’m home How […]

The one I love Told me That he needs me. Therefore I take care of myself See my way and Fear of every raindrop That he could slay me. © Berthold Brecht Der, den ich liebe … Der, den ich liebe Hat mir gesagt Daß er mich braucht. Darum Gebe ich auf mich acht Sehe […]

People only hear what they want to hear, no matter what you say. There are always people who adhere to their opinion, even if they can’t constitute it. And sometimes we even know that this fact is a lie, but we want to believe so bad… …that we do! It is fascinating how our mind is […]