I asked her if she believed in love, and she smiled and said it was her most elaborate method of self-harm.
The best kiss is the one that has been exchanged a thousand times between the eyes before it reaches the lips.

What criteria do we use to choose the right investment? In which capital investment do we want to invest and why? It should be profitable. It should bring some return. It should be worth it. Have you ever heard of the so-called cost average effect? A constant amount is always used here. Imagine you fill […]

There are big ones and there are small ones. They come in different quantities and they are colorful or just boring. All together, they make a nice pattern, a beautiful picture. Nobody can see this overall, because everyone is just a small part of it. No one sees the big beautiful picture from above and […]

A long time ago there was a beautiful little island. All feelings, characteristics and qualities of the people lived together harmoniously: The humor and the good mood, the pride and the wealth, the sadness and the loneliness, the happiness and the intuition, the knowledge and all the many other feelings, characteristics and qualities that make […]

Wenn du morgens vor der Arbeit immer deine Zeitung liestWarum liest du dann nicht laut, weil du hörst doch nix?Wenn ich mit meinen Fingern als Pistole nur so tueAls ob ich auf jemanden schieße, warum stört es dich?Sag mal, schlafen Kühe im Stehen?Wenn man den Himmel dreht, ist man dann über dem Regen?Warum fällt der Mond nicht zu uns […]
We drink the poison our minds pour for us and wonder why we feel so sick.
The only drama that I enjoy is in my lashes.
You could die at any moment. Always fuck on the first date.
Masturbation never breaks your heart.
The problem with falling in love is that everything else in life becomes boring by comparison.

Wir sind uns jedes Mal ein bisschen fremd Als ob man sich noch gar nicht richtig kennt Ich bin in deiner Stadt Tourist Der nie wirklich zuhause ist Doch alles irgendwie besser als getrennt Die Wochen zwischendurch sind viel zu lang Am Telefon, das macht uns nur noch krank Ich kenne dein’n Alltag nicht […]

It is dark outside and only occasionally you can see windows of other houses where light is still burning. The shadow of a man passes by in one of the windows, then everything is so motionless again. The light chain over my head along the wall is reflected in the glass of the table on which my laptop stands illuminated, and I just stare into space. Motionless like my environment.
The brain is one of the most important organs. It works 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. From the beginning of life to the moment you fall in love.

I always wondered: How do we know that the person you are staying with, if he or she is the right one. The one you should stay with and spend your life with. I think for every person, the reasons to argument like this are different. Continue reading

Hands willing to touch, the mind wants to believe. Dreams in head, stop that brain. It’s kind of strange, almost stranger. Time is drifting away, appointments I do not meet. Tick tock, tick tock, crazy noise. It’s kind of strange, almost stranger. Feeling so near, being so far. All the same, but this different. It’s […]
Because you are not just looking at me, but inside me ❤️

I am sitting in my bed with my cat and while she is cleaning herself, I am looking around on instagram. I do not follow anyone but the one’s I know also in real life. Normally, I do not want to spend so much time on the smartphone, and that’s why I am glad not to see so many new pics there. Most of the persons I do follow never do post anything at anytime. They are only nosy and want to see what’s going on.
But today I am not this tired, so I am looking around to see what other people are doing right now. Or even what they did today.
Und ich helf dir schwimmen, wenn deine kleinen Arme und Beine schwer wie Blei sind, helf ich dir schwimmen. Ich helf dir schwimmen, wenn der Schlamm und Schlick so dick wird, dass du denkst du wirst verrückt, helf ich dir schwimmen. Helf dir schwimmen. Und egal wie lang, wie qualvoll, fern ob nah, bin immer […]
Mama was not feeling well for the whole day, but no one could have guessed that she would collapse. Fortunately, M. was at odds with A., and was at home. Something’s wrong with her digestion and circulation.
Mom did only feel sick for yesterday. Today she hung up the laundry again and made a yeast cake. We all take care that she does not strain herself. Because we all want her to be fine.

Clytie and Leucothea, were water nymphs. Early every morning they used to come up from the depths of their river, with other nymphs from neighboring streams and fountains, and dance among the water-plants on its shores. But with the first rays of the rising sun, all the dancers plunged back into the water and disappeared; for that was the law among water-nymphs.

Null Uhr dreißig, und ich liege noch wach. Die Nacht schleicht sich heran, aber bringt keinen Schlaf. Meine Blicke folgen den Schatten an der Wand. Ich lausche Stimmen, die sind mir nur allzu bekannt. Da sind sie wieder, schleichen die Gänge entlang, stoßen mir jede Nacht die Tassen aus meinem Schrank. Manche flüstern, manche […]

Cats are strange companions, we never quite know where we stand with them. They are purring creatures and condescending overlords. They do switch their mood within seconds: In a moment they let themselves be caressed with pleasure and show us their vulnerable side, in the other moment, they turn around and bite mercilessly. Without any warning. […]

Erich Fried
Es ist Unsinn, sagt die Vernunft.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist Unglück, sagt die Berechnung.
Es ist nichts als Schmerz, sagt die Angst.
Es ist aussichtslos, sagt die Einsicht.
Es ist, was es ist, sagt die Liebe.
Es ist lächerlich, sagt der Stolz.
Es ist leichtsinnig, sagt die Vorsicht.
Es ist unmöglich, sagt die Erfahrung.
Es ist, was es ist – sagt die Liebe.

In 2014 I made myself a tattoo which still is my most favourite one. I made it because of all the people I met, who would have liked to change me. They did not like me as I am and as I always try to please everybody, I started to dislike me as I was. Continue reading